Without Me
I made a promise to myself – To become famous:
Not for money, but for Art….
The wanting has grown long sinuous roots and become Ancient;
a deep tree from which Words Cascade – brief and delicate.
Springblossoms breathlessly summon parables,
Settling as dust does on one’s skin; unfolding
an Unforgettable gaze of beautiful eyes.
I will not let you go.
You promised me the art of the possible
I gave you desires enough to fill the Universe.
Intimacy?
An engrossing challenge for a world in which it now
Plays to virtual galleries –
A meditative climax: No more than the trading of stenches
Kinships crafted by a shared toothbrush…
You approach heartbreak with a precision tool
And inseparably utter the cascading syntax
Of an emotional truth: You cannot love me.
It is an absurd discourse of alienation,
which collapses between squeezed embraces of relative strangers-
On what are relative matters of love and
Endurance!
Full blooded, full-bodied and lascivious with Rage,
Step with me into the twilight of kisses, where conjugating
A mental breakdown, we may taste each other’s authenticity
– Just one more time.
I am not afraid of death, not afraid of that fractured blue hour of Being;
Incarcerated at birth, I was caught by Life and dangled: a
Cameo fiction between image and idea
– A feast for photographers of moral disaster.
We all carry with us portable kisses, sunk to the bottom of haphazard intentions;
Unclothed, even God would want the Emperor’s new clothes…
What are you looking for?
Me?
I was re-issued on double-cassette and got sifted out with the rest
Of life’s technological redundancies –
I have given up Staying Alive just as
Others have given up cigarettes.
You’re laughable with your misdemeanours and
European imagination.
I prefer death from poverty.
I have no voice remotely connected to the human heart.
What’s done is done in life’s book of love.
Marauding, unearthing – ours is a dying language
Yet, I will eat your sins
Were you to promise:
“To never live Without Me?”
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Renée Sigel
The Muse
To find a holy one upon my path,
to see a vision that transforms me,
to hear a muse within my soul
speak until I must, at last,
gain freedom from the poet’s wrath.
Garnet Shaw Robbie
Panic in the supermarket
tendrils of fear
unfurl around me
among the shelves
crackers play dice
with my heart
there’s too little air
in the Spanish olives
unarmed
a purple aubergine
mocks me – “mala insana”
what madness is this?
my soul bared
there is nowhere to hide
layer upon layer of skin
unpeeled, stinging
insidious tears
pretzels hold out their arms
like children in prayer
I stare at my upturned palms
stained by the vine
and wonder why I am here.
Amanda Edwards
Sacrifice
He loves me, he loves me not
a tear begins to form
He loves me, he loves me not
a seed of fear is born
He loves me, he loves me not
my heart will not settle
He loves me, he loves me not!
I crush the fragile petal.
What if he never loves me?
My brokenness won’t mend
I pick another daisy
and start the count again.
He loves me. He loves me!
Joy becomes a sigh
For just a tiny spark of hope
a flower had to die.
from justwritewithmandy.blogspot.fi
Amanda Edwards
Europeans
Now we are in Europe let us take
To selling mushrooms by the roadside,
Broad-brimmed platefuls and uniform buttons
Plucked before dawn in the forest of birch,
The dank delicious one-legged flesh
Climbing from grave-pits as big and as deep
As the forest themselves, for it does not
Take long to establish the custom, not long
To forget the beginning, to hold up
A bucket or basket of mushrooms
And talk about always and offer a shrug
That proves our knowledge and our ignorance
Identical, proverbial, entirely
Beyond the scope of history or law,
And since we have always been here
On our fold-away chairs near the crossroads,
Hunched in black overcoats, pale as our produce,
Seeking and selling the flesh of the earth
By the handful and kilo in brown paper bags,
We cannot be other than real.
From the volume “November”
Sean O’Brien
Night poem
There is nothing to be afraid of,
it is only the wind
changing to the east, it is only
your father the thunder
your mother the rain
In this country of water
with its beige moon damp as a mushroom,
its drowned stumps and long birds
that swim, where the moss grows
on all sides of the trees
and your shadow is not your shadow
but your reflection,
your true parents disappear
when the curtain covers your door.
We are the others,
the ones from under the lake
who stand silently beside your bed
with our heads of darkness.
We have come to cover you
with red wool,
with our tears and distant whispers.
You rock in the rain’s arms,
the chilly ark of your sleep,
while we wait, your night
father and mother,
with our cold hands and dead flashlight,
knowing we are only
the wavering shadows thrown
by one candle, in this echo
you will hear twenty years later.
Margaret Atwood
Our Gaia
Look down from space and feel wonderment,
right past the moon, as dry as bone dust, past
our landing spot in the sea of tranquility.
Catch your breath, see rising earth, aglow
a gleaming membrane of the brightest blue
that’s girded with great drifts of cloud,
Gaia is our ferry on this sea of existence.
The great oceans and rivers are her life blood,
the mountains, her spine, the land, her bones.
Ley lines, or meridians carry her life force.
We consume the great forests of her lungs,
pollute air, she breathes with moons pull.
We pour tons of concrete, steel and tarmac
on a heartbeat that pulses beneath our feet,
tearing wounds in her skin with our ploughs.
All Gaia’s living creatures are her senses,
seventy percent water, thirty percent earth,
about the same proportions as land and sea.
We are her seed, the forgetful progeny
of a super organism, we’re naked without earth,
a conscious assembly of earth’s elements,
know ourselves, we will know the universe.
Are we as fleas destroying our planet’s fine pelt,
or birds flying free, who rid her of parasites?
Gael Bage
Waves of Time
Time passes too
leaving you with
giving you some
choices to make
things to fate
messages are broken
words not spoken
feeling awoken
future turns
a wheel of meaning
clouds of doubt
waves of been
of being
of to be
of has been
of have
of will be
of could be
from the volume “Roll The Dice”
Glen Alexander
Searcher
To seek
But to never find
To wish
To lose your mind
To dream
Of losing time
A way out
Is sometimes
To let it go
You’ll find
A resolution
Of some kind
The day is long but
Darkness is a friend of mine
Did you turn that
Water to wine
All alone
Middle of the daily grind
Searching for
Someone to be mine
from the volume “Been, Being…Gone”
Glen Alexander
Whispers Of Your Heart
There is a quiet in my life only your whisper brings
I listen in the silence to the music your heart sings
I rest upon your loving thoughts, enjoying peace of mind
Inside that peaceful tenderness only with you I’d find
There are no hidden feelings, everything is very clear
We ride the truth together, there’s no hurry or no fear
Just living in the moment for whatever it may give
No thoughts of any other thing – the moment’s where we live
You have another life – another true reality
We both accept that’s how it is – it is the same for me
But when I need that quiet space to let my feelings roam
The whispers of your loving heart are there to take me home
from Wanda’s page
Wanda Kiel-Rapana
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